I sometimes think that planning to do things just for myself is a waste of time!
Some one up there, or down there, or in there, keeps fucking with my plans!
I just keep thinking about Shore Leave, well, thinking doesn't work, I'm more like Yearning for Shore Leave, but money keeps rearing it's ugly head!
I just don't know if I'll have enough for it!
It's $294.19 for the hotel for two days.... and while I'm pretty sure to have that money, it may be the only money I have! So eating, buying and drinking may be off the menu for the weekend. :(
And all those people who were going to go in with me.... they aren't... so I'm on my own.
My sister says I can share a room with her, but I really like having my room alone, or sharing it with friends.
So, I can't make up my mind. sigh
I may just say screw it, and not go at all!
Depression about not going, is a killer.... but the depression about going and having the money is a bitch too!!!!
Lets just say, either way, I'm going to be MAJOR DEPRESSED!
Friday, June 04, 2010
Posted by Judith at 7:57 AM